nobody knows..
nobody knows how much one have to go through
why why does have to be me...

seriously........ i dont want to face all all the things...

but how can i ignore?

HUSBANDS FOR LIFE LOLS

mean girls...

amazing show...

its playing in my life.:)

HI RUSTY BLOG^.^
this makes me feel like im talking to myself
lols
its been so long as though i've blog in the dinosaur age >.<
its the june holidays>.<

i know i'm suppose to occupie myself with books during the holidays

well.... i didnt>.<

opps>.<

it 2.36 in da morning

yea i'm still very awake>.<

things have....

well... been in a real mess

i've no idea where i am[mentally>.<]

really hope to do well for the Os

didnt put in effort>.<

sorreh>.< please as least a B for chinese>.<

z...... sometimes i wonder...

i'm the person she's hurting

why are you getting all worked up???

no point getting angry just let her be

my friend told me we'll get the last laugh!

AND

THE IMPORTANT YOU

why did ya change so much?

dont ever get yourself hurt ok?

ur important to me because ur forever there!

thought u feel different nao

but for u i'll be there if u need

no doubts!

i really really hope wat i guess is right....

and really hope u'll see this.. ll

AND AND
THE IMPORTANT IMPORTANT YOU

dont feel bad for what so ever!!!!

ur my soul mate!

ya! though i treated u the wrong way but really you teached me loads

though we always had our unhappy arguements but would soon resolve

i really hope that it would always be like that!^.^

without u and him and him i think my life would be more than a mess>.<

the three of ya would always and i mean ALWAYS LIE IN BIG BRAIN!!!!

WOOTS! hrtt

AND THE LAST BATCH!

YUP YOU and you! dun feel left out ok!

YOU

have been in my life not the longest but still one of the most important okay!

my husband dearly.^.^[ji corny yi xia]

YOU

are the sunshine of my life

we're like siao po>.<

can laugh until like nutcases but fun leyyyyy

YOU

never fail to entertain me to be truthful

your the one that quarrel with me the least least least

and will always be angry for me!!!!

always can cooperate with the first person to make me get the fact right

though u didnt pa gak with the person^.^ clumsy perry

next you

angry so long for me make ji gan dong yi xia lor>.<

but too negative lah

so fierce want scared die me ar!

always de joke oso NOT funny!

lols!!!!

ur the person that make me feel confident!

later wrinkles le order me buy u mask>.<

so chao lao lah!!!!!

promise never be angry so long le hor!

chou rou.>.<

soarli like all negative de HAHAHAHAHA~

give u one lah u positive de is ur my friend!LOLS

i wonder if..........
haiz...........
ok ok its been half a year.

loads of stuff changed.....
i've passed n level.

i've gotten to know new ppl.

but....... it seems that we're no longer in good terms.

the end of the year is getting near.

i hope next year will be better,

and i wouldn't fall into such humiliations again.......

family is still the same....

its never quiet.

she just doesn't seem to forget wat happened.

just like me......

when will everything come to a happy ending?

i hope it comes soon....

i dunno how long will i be able sustain this smile......

si stalker!!!!!!!!!

sot!!!!!!

LOL!

officially got a gan nu er.

name is stella^.^

must take care of her for me hor lol!!

later going gaigai with cheryl,yongqin,brandon,huichao.........

hmmmmsssss.......

i dk got who

ok la i'm going off

byes

haiz dude enough is enough....

我已经在让你了，你还要怎样？

你看不出来，我在努力的作改变，这并不代表我没在努力。

要做朋友就是要接受大家的优点和缺点吗？

如果不能接受我的缺点，

那请你来面对面的来告诉我。

enough of craps.......

LOL!

today went to tampines with cheryl,brandon,jon and huichao.

LOL!

super de fun^.^

想到你们心情好超多！eh eh eh 你们也包括你！！！

谢谢啦!!!!^.^

long long long time never post liao

recently some friend i dk what happened but he left

sorry but don't know wat to do anymore to change the ending

but its ok. thanks for being friend with me anyway^.^

on friday went out with gladys,cheryl,weekiat,jerry,jon,nicholas[srry if miss anyone out]

actually wanted to ask huichao kelvin and mr DON de but den like all not free ley

anyways it was overall a fun day.

da jia lets go out another day^.^

heehee ok la nite nite^.^

soarli soarli!
for this dead blog....

yeah finally back....

been through quite alot.....

finished with my english and chinese paper

and yeah i think i'll do badly for them both.....

i just finish watching high school musical 3 on disney channel.

i really need to start studying if i want to pass my Ns.....

anyways i think that this year is really a roller coaster ride!!!!!

ups and downs

but mostly downs.....

hopefully it'll go back up....

hahahaha

thats about it for now.

heyheyheyhey!!!!!!!

its 11.43 now

18 march. happy birthday to gladys de mama and joey.

lol tomoro have choir and going out with
huijing,alvin,huixiang,yongqin,kenneth,seowbin and nicholas i think thats all

lol nothing better to do now lol

bb

my hand super de itchy.......

i buying this bag

but den hor this bag hor earliest 1month will arrive worh

latest might take 2 months.....

cham cham cham

somemore my bag died on me lei......

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......

i order le lor>.<

friday movie and seoul garden lo.

this is the largest i can go for this picture.

look like ko 3 anguo de guitar>.<

hahahahahahaha

nothing to do lo.

aiya i go sleep le la bb^.^

what have i got myself into......

after school stayed in school with my daughters and sons>.<

1st daughter- huijing

2nd daughter- cheryl

1st son- yao feng

2nd son-hui chao

3rd son- jon

4th son- brandon

5th son- jeff

lol!!!! i very busy hor so many children

not all stayed back after school hor.

lol!!!!

after my 4th son cut hair.

we went home[my hse my hse]

we play mahjong

lol like all noob playing >.<

in the end only me and 2nd daughter game.

my 1st son oso got game 1 time only.

haiyo mai sad ok

姜还是老的辣>.<

LOL!!!

den after that we talk about the son and daughter thing.

i said that i too 疼 my 1st son in the end all my other children malnutrition>.<

so bad so bad>.<.

lol lol jk jk

no offence ok^.^.

爱你们啦！^.^.

and hor my husband die liao hor when my 5th son born he die liao

too happy to see such cute 孩子 he got himself>.<.

ok la enough of my rubbish.

bb^.^.

dunno to cry or laugh.....>.<

today after remedial went out with tan mama and cheryl to tampines.

we shop around tampines mall and century square.

after that brandon and jon came to tampines to meet us.

walk walk talk talk

den mama went home>.<

walked around for awhile

brandon and jon ate dinner den we went home

i took bus home.

yippssssssss!!!!!
i'm so so proud of my ipod ler!!!!!!!

its left with about 2 to 3 percent of battery

but it lasted thru the whole 1 hr of bus journey and kept me company!!!!!!!!

ipod is better than human ler.>.<

at the very least it won't die on u or pang sei u.>.<

its 24/7. any time any where^.^.

LOL.

i've no idea wats wrong with me liao>.<

gtg le oh bb^.^

in class now doing survey

its been so long that i updated my blog>.<

its dead i guess but i just feel like updating it anyway.

i dunno why but some ppl just make me feel disgusted>.<

even guys watching u noe wat is better than this ler.......

i dunno la... just very disgusting.........

piang...... i really feel like puking.

anyways.....

today in school my hp almost kenna confiscated again.....

i really need to kick the habit of using hp in class>.<

but even so ppl around me still cheer me up .

thanks alot!!!! if not i think i'll break down>.<

super inattentive>.<

haizzzzzzzz..........

so fail....>.<

stay back after school with cheryl,brandon,jon and yaofeng.

do maths hw.

had fun.

on the way home with ryl and yf went to the posb machine to do a transaction>.<

this is the first time i use>.<

so baichi still need to see hp for pw >.<

hahahahaha.

ok la i gtg le bb^.^

LOL!!!!!!!!!!

today in school is seriously very the funny>.<

stayed back with ryl and jing and maine^.^

had fun in school all the way until 6 plus then walk home^.^

it doesn't matter who ur closer to,ur still my best friend^.^

go to steamboat tomoro?

its not too late to change my mind set..... i think.....

had school today not much really happen until remedial.

lol!

we played>.<

don't know how to explain.

after remedial was choir.

was down after remedial....

only my qin ai de noe wat happen>.<

i'm not very sure my self either...

haiyo jiayou jiayou!!!!!!!

heehee^.^

today had 4 sub again

cheryl came to sch in the morning

but have stomach ache so she went home

i thought i'll be alone during class.

next thing i know

papa mama and ahma come pei me liao>.<

lol!!!!!!

then the whole day i was talking

made all the cherS pek chek>.<

ps la dun angry>.<

hahahahahaha

papa change phone to sumsung jet

advertise awhile

he keep using and using lor>.<

LOL!

ah ma getting married tomoro rememeber to sae congratz.

mama asked papa whether he love her anot>.<

pestered papa to lend me his hp

finally he sae ok hahahahahaha.

today sch uber de funny>.<

and for ur info papa,mama, ahma

their all not blood related with me>.<

lol!!!!!

梦终究还是梦

梦不会变成现实

就把梦当成梦就好了^.^

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so boring......

papa dun let me call him papa liaos>.<

pls dun be mistaken

papa is in class de papa

not at home de papa.

lol.

i seriously have nothing better to do....

papa got uber lots of affair

shall not name later papa angry>.<

LOL!

ok la i needa go liao bb^.^.

真实的！
i'm too lazy to write anything and everything tat happened yesterday!
there are 2 bad things=( and 1 good thing=).....

bad things

-flagday....

-i bang straight into him....[mentioned in previous post]

good things

-play sticker with friends>.<[so childish but very fun]=X

i change blogsong>.<.